illestabethh: What's wrong? :/ Whatever it is, I hope everything turns out alright for you, Eljay. Smile! :)

Thanks ☺️ and I’ll try my best haha

Just this once I will do this. Random rants.

I am honestly (in my opinion at least) an amazing person. I have a job, I go to school, family oriented, true to my faith and always tend to other peoples needs. I put people I actually care about before myself. I want everyone else to be happy because their happiness makes me happy. I run my own clothing line and I don’t even do that for profit? Like what the hell. Also about to be full time at my work and I provide for myself. I don’t take any freebies or handouts because I know I can work for myself. If I want truly want something I’ll go out there and get it. The thing is, when people “try” to talk down on me, saying you’ll never do this or that or some shit like that. Okay. I might not have been or am the most outgoing or attractive person out there, but I know for a fact I’m trying to change myself. Not doing it for anyone, but only for myself. Because in the end, who’s going to be responsible for all your decisions made? Ourselves. If you want to compare me to someone else I really don’t give a damn. Everyone’s different okay. Sure I admit, I may not really give a damn about school or try as hard as everyone else. But it’s not like I’m wasting my time. I’m very productive with my time. On the side I do photography, fashion (sewing) and all sorts of random shit. I can’t just choose one thing, that’s the thing about me. I like to explore and try out other things. Most of all these things I’ve been doing recently is learned, not from school but from my own research and teaching myself how to do it. OH, and another thing, just because “I don’t get girls” doesn’t mean shit. I wouldn’t want a lot of girls anyways. I just want one genuine one. Ugh I don’t even want to type anymore because this is so stupid. I’ll just leave with this last remark. If you don’t accept me for who I am and what I have to offer then I don’t need you in my life. I don’t need no more negativity bringing me down. Only some know my WHOLE story of how I even got to this point in my life. Hell I’m even surprised I’m doing all these things with what’s happened these past couple of years. But I’m not going to let my past define my future. I know at the end of all this I’ll get what I truly deserve. My hard work and effort will payoff.







i saw this on one of those strange little picture slideshow websites so i decided to post it ;) have fun kids

I have found heaven and it’s full of liquor

This is how adults play games lol

im really feelin that sexual jenga and the fucking alcohol chess.

I have my version of the jenga game it’s awesomes

I still can’t touch vodka after that night.

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